Looking back/

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Have you ever been in a situation where you don't want to do something but you are just waiting for the perfect time to stp doing it? And then you realised that, actually, there is no such thing as the perfect time. You just had to will yourself to stop doing whatever it is that you don't want to do, but there will always be that slight hesitancy. That slight pause, as you assessed the consequences. Although you've gone through the same path a thousand times.

Sigh. Life is such a bitch.

, Memories / 10:53 PM

Are you the one?
The traveller in time who has come
To heal my wounds to lead me to the sun
To walk this path with me until the end of time

Are you the one?
Who sparkles in the night like fireflies
Eternity of evening sky
Facing the morning eye to eye

Are you the one?
Who'd share this life with me
Who'd dive into the sea with me
Are you the one?
Who's had enough of pain
And doesn't wish to feel the shame, anymore
Are you the one?

Are you the one?
Who's love is like a flower that needs rain
To wash away the feeling of pain
Which sometimes can lead to the chain of fear
Are you the one?

To walk with me in garden of stars
The universe, the galaxies and Mars
The supernova of our love is true

--Are You the One, Within Temptation

This song is too haunting for me. It's been in my head for quite a while, so i put this up in hopes that i can exorcise it. Remains to be seen if i succeed. And as usual, it's set to the story of the Winchester brothers. And obviously i'm smitten with them. I reckon that the only way to cure me is to get Jensen Ackles in front of my doorstep itself. Haha.

Went to the Science Centre this weekend. Wanted to put the pics up, but my dearest couz hadn't got back to me with the pics, so perhaps i'll save that story for another entry.

, Memories / 10:01 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

This is good. Heart-wrenchingly good. Some of the vidders in Youtube are so good i'll not be surprised if they grow up to be those multi-millionaire techies.

"Show me the meaning of being lonely....
Is this the feeling, i need to walk with..."
--Show me the meaning of being lonely, Backstreet Boys

, Memories / 12:50 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Man United lost. What a bummer. Damn. Threw a cushion at the tv screen as a show of my exasperation over their stupidity and carelessness. WTF.

Anyway, Supernatural ended their season 2 back in the US. The latest eppy had me crying my eyes out for almost the whole hour. And then 15 minutes after the show ended i started crying again. Not sure why, probably a delayed reaction. It's been a while since i was so involved in a show. A show that had me hooked from it's first eppy in the first season. Had to go through a mini heart attack recently when it wasn't confirmed if there's a 3rd season. Now that it's for sure that we are going to have a 3rd season, i gotta content myself with reruns and music videos til September.

I'M SO GONNA MISS YOU JENSEN ACKLES! Oh, and Jared Padeclecki too, of cuz. Both Winchester brothers are gonna be sorely missed. And don't forget Papa Winchester (Jeffrey Dean Morgan) too. Although if i do miss him, i just gotta watch Grey's Anatomy and he's there.

Papa Winchester. As charming as his sons, with the dimples and the cleft chin, just like Jensen and Jared. :)

The two brothers. Yum yum. They both look so edible!

Ooh, yeah. This is when he's slightly younger, and starring in Dark Angel. This guy's body is damn near perfect. Seeing him shirtless can make me feel hot all over. LOL

Oh baby, i'm thinking of you too. Haha. This guy just looks better with age. And those eyes! I could just drown in them. I'm a sucker for beautiful eyes.

"When i look into your eyes i know that it's true....
God must have spent, a little more time, on you....."
--(God must have spent) a little more time on you, N'Sync

, Memories / 10:23 PM

You're a Numeric Memory!

The Memory Test

Brought to you by Tickle

Numeric memory huh? Then why did i do so freaking badly in my Maths? Is this test accurate? Hmmm....

, Memories / 1:16 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Another great vid.....miss this song, and when i saw this vid, it all comes back to me. Can't believe i still remember all the lyrics. Haha. Not sure what i've been doing in cyberspace these days, apart from watching youtube and replying emails and writing blog entries and doing nonsensical stuff.......dunno la.....

Been sick on and off....one day ok, the other not....morning i'll be all right, at night i'll be having a headache...that kinda thing.....it seems like the flu season....but i can't seem to shake it off....irritating. Not sure if the meds that i took actually work. I mean, it's been a week. The sickness is dragging. And my mood swings are terrible. Feel sorry whoever comes into contact with me. I bite. Well, either that or i just don't bother. Not enough energy to care.

"And everything i can't remember....
As fucked up as it all may seem....."
--It's been a while, Staind

, Memories / 10:41 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

There's something wrong, either with Blogger or my aunt's configuration...whatever. I'll just post this and see if it turns out normal. The way things have been acting ard me lately, i'll not be surprised if it turns out as screwed as i expected it to be.

First of all, wanna extend my condolences to my friend for her mother's demise...i'll be there for you girl, whenever you need to talk, or just to have someone physically there without saying a word. Be strong, ok? As strong as you were that day. Maybe you'll grow even stronger. *hugs*

Was late for work about 2 weeks ago -a very frequent occurence, haha- and when i stepped into the bus 22, i actually thought for a moment i was dreaming. The interior of the bus is VERY different from the normal buses. I took some pics.

A section of the bus. Looks like there's really a bar, but it's just a poster. Realistic on camera though. And yes, those are real swivelling seats that they installed in the bus. Didn't sit on them, and not a lot did. I think most of them are afraid they might fall should the bus turned or something. And yup, there's a real bar counter as well.

The interior of the bus. All the seats are facing each other, kinda like the train carriage seats do. Pretty spacious actually.

This tv is a lot more, erm, cooler i guess, than the normal tv mounted on buses. And yeah, i turned on my bluetooth and downloaded the wallpaper. And i had My Chemical Romance wallpaper too. Had this Chinese one as well, but it was accidental. I wanted another one, but i guess i turned it on too late. And they played MTVs the whole time i was there. A change from all the usual news.

The seat i sat on. Wanted to get a pic of myself sitting, but then realised i can't show how the seats looked like, so had this one taken just before i alighted. Comfy. They should change the cushions of the buses to ones just like this. I'll never get off the bus. LOL

I was sitting right beside the tv, so had a good view of all the vids shown there. It was right at the front of the bus.

I didn't want to get off. Sigh. But what to do, work beckons. I think this is a great publicity gig! They should do more of these. One of the more creative ones. I think it's for Carlsberg, if i'm not mistaken. Whoever came up with this idea should be given a raise. Haha. Wonder which of the other buses are also in on the publicity.

But i think i was only one of the very few who was excited by the whole thing. The rest of the passengers were quite blase about it, i feel. I'm the kiasu one that day, LOL. Never mind.

"Brother for sale...only 50 cents....."
--Brother for sale, The Olsen Twins

, Memories / 8:34 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

This days are a drag. A downright drag. Feel as though i'm in a slow-mo movie, and the pace is so slow i can come to a stand-still. Went to watch Spidey-3 yesterday. Yup, it was worth the ticket price. The best of the instalments so far, and that's saying something. Can't wait for Pirates 3 now. I bet it's gonna be better than the last one. At least have more of Johnny on screen. The last one has so little Johnny i had to cool my heels each time it focused on other characters.

My body is rebelling against me. It doesn't follow my orders, like not to shut down so damn early because there's so much i haven't finish yet. But it still insist on shutting down one by one by the time 11 rolls around. And then, when i really got ready for bed, i'll find myself tossing and turning til early morning. What irony.

Hate this helpless feeling.

"Tell me how to forgive you....
When i'm the one who's ashamed..."
--Beautiful Liar, Beyonce & Shakira

, Memories / 10:53 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Just realised that i didn't write anything for my last post, and yet i publish it. Muz be out of my mind. Been sick for the past few days. Brain muz have been damaged by the fever. LOL. Better now. Dean made it all ok. Haha.

Gotta go. Still can't sit for too long. Sigh.

"Lookin' at these photographs,
Everytime i do it makes me laugh..."
-Photograph, Nickelback

, Memories / 11:43 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

, Memories / 6:24 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Made just for me. Hehehehehe......i love it!! Thx Hay1ock...i owe this person a BIG hug.

, Memories / 12:40 AM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Went to a facial yesterday with my couz Nad @ Bioskin. Never had a facial before. A bit "jakun", or, in English, awestruck. Took some pics. The facial person showed how our skin looks like 50X magnified, and OMG. It looks horrible! The facial hairs are as thick as tree trunks! And like so bloody oily! *shudders* Thank god no one can really see how it's like 50X magnified, otherwise i'll just hide my face in a paper bag whenever i go outside.

The waiting area. Very nice. It's a long couch with fake bamboo plants behind. Reminded me of Anderson Sec Sch. Without the uniforms of cuz. LOL

The interior of the spa. This place is @ Wheelock Place by the way. 5th floor, tucked at the very corners of the building. We almost thought we were lost!

Anyway, the facial was good. Both of us also had, as an additional service, upper lip threading done. And it hurts so bad -for me anyway- that i had tears streaming down my face the whole time it was being done.

After over 2hrs of facial, we were finally let out of the spa. Damn hungry, and decided to eat over at Marriott. Actually, not so keen on the eating part, but i miss the Shirley Temple there, so off we went.

Me with the Shirley Temple. Finally, after so long!

Me and my couz. The middle glass is supposed to hold a candle, but i don't think it can be seen from this angle.

The aftermath of our hunger. Supposed to take a pic of the meal before, but we were too damn hungry. Haha.

Me slouching after the meal. I looked so tired, and i was. So it was off back home right after that. Can barely keep my eyes open, but once i was home i can't sleep! Tossing and turning til the wee hours of the morning. Insomnia rules yet again.

All in all, an enjoyable day. To my couz, Nad, yup, let's do this again, and see if your mum's willing to sponsor this time round. Hehe.

"Leaving the house another quarter to five
Slipped on my boots and I'm ready to ride
And I feel so high, I feel so alive"
--Make over, Christina Aguilera

, Memories / 9:17 PM